E and I have come across some crazy stuff here. Sometimes it seems like all we do is walk but we never get tired and any time we need something, there it is. It's pretty great. I think our limbs might become things at some point and the way we walk could change but that's not in my mind right now. I love the way the sun sets over us and the way I can hear the grass and trees growing and how when I look at things, they seem to change and grow, like its growing into me. Sometimes it's like we're stepping through the ground, to something that's beneath the grass and dirt and even through the center of the earth. I can feel the heat down there, lava and stuff I guess but the feeling doesn't bother me that much. I actually sort of like it, like instead of getting burned, I become burning and heat for a second and if I breathe deeply, it intensifies the experience. I guess we've turned into a couple of pyros, because we've been setting a shitload of fires. It's amazing. No one cares because as far as we can tell, there's no one around and nothing else seems to mind, even the animals and trees, though lately i've started to get the sense that maybe there is something that minds, maybe I mind. I think we're going to stop that some time soon, if I can get E on the same page. He feels the same way but I think he just likes it, fucking things up. He loves to watch things burn, to watch matter change from solid to gas and go from green to red, cool to warm. We both do, I guess. Sometimes I can see our faces in the smoke and flames and we can't outrun it sometimes but that's ok, we just stand there and E laughs at me while I burn. I laugh too and the sound that comes out is weird, like trying to talk underwater. I'm glad that E is here, I think i'd lose my mind if I was here by myself. It's different too, the things that are here. Different from what I was taught, like the pictures in books show things in a certain way but the experience of them here isn't like that. I don't know how to explain it. Sometimes my voice doesn't work and it's like me and E are talking in some other way, like we just know. That's when it's like my arms get really long and the slower we walk, the faster we're going, like an outer body experience, and we go really high up but it's like we're not high at the same time, we're still on the ground, just walking. Then at night, it's pitch black and all we can see are stars and the tree tops frame the sky in odd ways as we move around. That's cool as hell too because if we want, we can go really high up and the stars get closer and i'm pretty sure we can move them around a bit if we want. Crazy. Tomorrow, we're going to see what's underneath the water here. I get the feeling there's something there so we might as well check it out. We'll probably kill some more animals too. Anyway, we'll be here for a while so if anyone comes along, try to find us. |